Sunday, September 8, 2013

I've been waiting for this....

I've been waiting for this for awhile now....

That smile that appears on your face for no other reason then the 
thought of that person popping into your head.

When you can be silly, goofy, flirty, playful with someone and just have a whole lot of fun!

Those butterflies in your stomach because you have finally found someone that wants you as much as you want them and that knows how to make you feel like you could possibly be there world.

When someone compliments you way more then you ever thought someone could, when you don't know how to react to those compliments because you aren't used to it but how it makes 
you feel amazing, sexy,  lucky, special and wanted.

Those giggles, smiles, pulling away, or covering your face for who knows what reason at all. Never knowing you did that or never doing that before but having another person pick
 up on those small things is simply amazing.

When you can say a single word, make a simple sound, roll your eyes, or give a simple glance and instantly smile or laugh.  Things between two people that others may not ever understand or get but makes a difference to those two.

 That giddy feeling, where all you do is think about that person and
 wanna be talking to them or around them as much as possible!

When you get goosebumps because of the way that person
 touches you, grabs on to you, or kisses you!

That nervous feeling when you first start dating someone, when they are showing up at your door to take you out, coming to see you ( when he sends texts, 5 min, 4 min, 3 min just because
 he knows you are nervous, and it puts the biggest smile on your face)

When you screen shot text messages so that you can go back later and reread what was said, the convo that was held or remember the smile it put on your face or the feelings it made you feel.

When your friends text you and tell you how good it is to see you happy, how they can see it in your eyes and how nice it is to see that smile back on your face.

A simple sound, meaning a text from that special person, without even reading
the text you are instantly beaming!

When it's so easy to communicate, be open and honest with someone.  When you want them to know about your entire world and you want to include them in anything and everything you can!

When happy tears stream down your cheeks because you have no idea what you did to deserve someone so amazing and right and you couldn't feel any more lucky, happy and thankful. But then you realize why you deserve that person because to that person I am everything he is to me.  No one is perfect but some people are perfect for you. 

All these feelings and emotions I wasn't sure I would ever find again.  Finding someone that can bring all of them out again.  Finding someone who you truly want to make happy because them happy makes you beam from the inside out!

How I've been waiting to find someone like him to start a future with, to stand beside me, push me, guide me, laugh with me, to experience life at its fullest with, be playful with, to take you out of your comfort zone and most of all just be myself and be comfortable with being myself.  I've found that all in him and I couldn't be happier!

Yes my life is full of love and happiness from my girls but the happiness he brings into my life is a completely different type! The emotions and feelings be brings out of me are not something my little girls can express from my heart!  Two completely different things, two things I need in my life, two things I now have!

Maybe it's too soon, maybe it's too fast,
but if it feels right, then why not go with it!
Risks are worth taking!

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