Thursday, October 31, 2013

Did You Know... Can You Tell...

That I am head over heels in love with the most amazing man!
I have known for awhile...
 I am sure it has shown in my smile...
In my posts on Facebook... Posts on the blog....
I am crazy about this man!

I think I knew I was in love with him when ......
I know I love him because....


I want to share my entire world with him...
The smallest, simplest things...
The deepest, scariest things....
Every single detail I want him to know...
I want him to be apart of.

When I am doing things with my girls...
I want him there with us, sharing the experience with us...
Making that memory with us.

When I am doing things with my family...
I want him there with us...
I want him to be apart of my family...

When he is doing things with his kids...
I want to be right there by his side...
Capturing the moments...
Making memories with him and his kids.

I want him here with me...
or me there with him...
always!


I didn't feel the need to impress him...
Never felt the need to impress him...
Which lead me to be me...
To be comfortable around him...
Always!

Being comfortable around someone is extremly important...
Though I was nervous at the start...
From day one he has always made me comfortable...
always made me feel confident in who I am as a person...

I've never remembered loving or letting someone picks you up...
In the middle of a hug, wrapping your legs around them...
Or carries you from one room to the next...
But I love him doing that with me...
Love that I am comfortable enough with him...
To allow him to do that with me.

I have never felt judged by him...
Never felt like I couldn't truly be me...
and for that I am thankful! 


His compliments...
How he always makes me feel beautiful...
How he always makes me feel sexy...
How much he appreciates me...

Not a single day goes by where he doesn't tell me...
How beautiful he thinks I am...
and how lucky he feels to have me in his life, by his side!

I am horrible at getting compliments...
I am not used to them...
They make me uncomfortable at times...
I don't know how to respond to them...
But I appreciate & love them...
I need them!

Those words, those compliments...
Mean more to me then he knows....
Mean more to me then I can even explain or write about!


Our relationship became so open and honest...
From day one we have always said no lies!

We talk about everything...
We share everything with each other...

This man is amazing at communicating...
and if I don't want to talk about something...
He gets it out of me, and I love that.

He knows when something is wrong...
and he knows that I will end up talking about it...
which I need to, I need someone to push me a little...
When it comes to being open about my feelings and emotions.

I love the no lies in our relationship...
( that should be a given.. but given our pasts... it hasn't always been honest )
I love that I know he will always be open and honest with me...


The way he makes me smile...
The way he makes me laugh...
The way we are playful together...

I'll be reading a text and smiling the biggest smile...
Or trying to hide a goofy laugh...
because I will be in target, and people will just think I am weird!

He brightens my day...
from the first text in the morning...
Until the last text at night...
( or talking on the phone or kiss or snuggle... )

He makes me smile all day long...
He makes me laugh / giggle all the time...
He makes me roll my eyes because he is such a goof!

You need that in a relationship...
You need to be able to laugh and joke with each other...
You need to be able to make them smile and laugh...
and it should happen often!


The way I crave his touch...
Being in his arms, wrestling with him...
Holding his hand, sitting on his lap...
Hugging him, his kiss...

The nights I've spent with him...
Rolling over in the morning and putting my arm around him
( while his alarm clock goes off for the 45433554 time )
Rolling back over and having him hold me 
( while his alarm clock is still going off )
I cherish the mornings I have had waking up next to him...
and I love the nights I get to fall asleep by his side!

The way I feel safe within his touch...
How I feel protected...

I crave it all...
I litteraly can not get enough of it...
I can not get enough of him!


Knowing you can depend on that person...
I know that he will be there for me...
Through the good and the bad...
I know he will be by my side...

If I need him...
When I need him..
For whatever reason I need him...
I know that I can count on him!

I know that I can go to him with anything that is going on in my life...
I can count on him for advice or his opinion...
I can count on him to be there to listen...

Knowing that everything that comes out of his mouth he means...
That when he says something, I can count on his word!

I trust him..
and that is huge for me...
I trust him with my life, my heart and my girls!


I think he is handsome...
I think he is adorably cute...
I think he is very sexy...
I think he is oh so hot....

I look at him and smile...
I look at him and my heart smiles...

We will be driving in the car together...
and I could literally just watch him drive...
Ok, that might be a little creepy...
But I just think he is so damn cute!

I adore this man...
Everything about him...
And being so attracted to him, just adds to it all!

One of my favorite things...
Is seeing him from behind....
Standing up driving the four wheeler...
His stance while shooting a gun...
Or throwing a football...
Drives me wild!

Yeah...
I think my man is sexy!!
( he may kill me for this part.. might be a little much for my mom... oh well )


He Challenges me...
He pushes me....

If I have any goals...
If I have any dreams...
I feel and believe that he will push me to achieve them...
He will help guide me in any direction he can so I can reach them.

He challenges me to be a better person...
He challenges me to look at things differently...
He challenges me to be a better mom...

He pulls me out of my comfort zone...
He puts me in different situations that challenge me...
but allow me to experience and enjoy things I never thought I would.

He truly pushes me to do things...
To experience new things...
He doesn't take no for an answer...
When it comes to something he thinks I will enjoy!

I absolutely love this about our relationship...
I love feeling like I can step out of my comfort zone with him...
Knowing he won't judge, knowing he is excited to get me to try new things...
Knowing he is proud and happy that I am enjoying these things right along with him.

I love being adventurous...
and I love feeling like I have someone to now be adventurous with!


That giddy feeling...
That high school girl feeling...
That first love feeling...
Those butterflies....

Looking out the window every minute waiting for him to drive up...
Pacing back and forth waiting for him to drive up...
Throwing a volleyball against the wall over & over again...
Waiting for him to drive up...

Smiling when you hear his sound come over your phone....
Getting butterflies when you ask a question over text and hearing his tone for a response...

Stopping by his work, just for a quick hug and kiss...
Him stopping by my house, just for a quick hug and kiss...

The excitement I have for him is unreal...
The excitement I have for our relationship is crazy.
The excitement I get from thinking about our future is one of a kind! 


When things remind of you that person....
When you wanna leave small things to remind the person of you...

Lyrics out of a song...
So many country songs remind me of him...
Actually so many lyrics in tons of songs make me think of him...

When you look at quotes...
Share quotes with each other because they remind you of one another...
Or because you feel what that quote is saying...
Or that quote is meaningful because you want that with or from that person.

Leaving little notes...
on his pillow, on my counter top, in his bag packed for Montana...
Just something so simple that lets them know you are thinking about them.

The smallest things...
mean the most to me...
take up such a big portion in my heart...


Thinking about a future with him...
Planning a future with him....

Talking about doing things this winter...
Snowmobiling, sledding and ice fishing....
Talking about doing things next summer....
Camping, fishing, four wheeling and cabin trips!

Daydreaming about what the next...
year, 5 years, 10 years have in store for us.....
Daydreaming about growing old with him!

Thinking about becoming a wife again...
Thinking about becoming a step mom to his kids...
Thinking about and wanting all these things with him...
more then anything else wanting my future to involve and include him!


I love this man!
I am in love with this man!

I am gonna be his best friend, his partner, his lover...
I am gonna be by his his side for as long as he lets me!

I am gonna love this man every single day...
more and more each and every day!

I Love You!
Oct 6th 2013.. 

All pictures taken on Bobs way to Montana!

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